My Islamic wedding

My Islamic wedding

What is that? Hadn’t I wrote just a few days ago that I’m so happy because I’m engaged? And now already a married wife, how quick is that?
It’s true, I married my fiancé, shortly after our return from the family visits but not in the way that we are now legally bonded husband and wife, we married in the Islamic way which is not legal in Germany.
Why did we do it?
The story started when I met him as I knew from the very first beginning that he is a Muslim and not only by birth, he’s living it. That doesn’t mean that he’s the super religious person as many think when hearing Muslim, but he’s sticking to his religion and believes in it by heart.
To go directly against preoccupied people, no, I’m not married to an extremist, Al Kaida member or self suicide Muslim, I’m married to a faithful person and to the greatest husband ever for me. And another no, he’s not putting pressure on me in any way, I am still free and still without religion.
I’m German and I know also persons around me who are Christians by heart and who believes in their religion just in a natural way, so nothing to even talk about but when it comes to Muslims you always have to justify and clarify and explain just because of the stupid extreme persons showing off something which has in my point of view nothing to do with religion. Sorry, I interrupted myself but that’s something I wanted to add.
So we did it in the Islamic way as it was important for my fiancé. You can consider it like kind of blessing. Similar to what Christians do when they went to a church. Gods mercy through the prayer and advise from an imam.
Ok, it wasn’t that easy to find an imam because I thought in first place we should choose a mosque with Arabic background but it was quickly proofed to be the wrong decision. I don’t know how often we went there in total and to how many persons we spoke but the bottom line was that a twenty something young so called imam started a speech about why he cannot do the wedding. He went so far to almost calling me ‘unpurified’, I don’t even want to write the words I heard unsaid about what he was thinking about me. My reaction was purely to say: honey, lets go, I don’t need to listen to someone like him, judging me without even being able to look at me while talking. This “imam” was looking at the wall behind me while trying to convince me that I have to regret everything I did in my life. I do not regret anything! I had good times and bad times and precious memories and memories which are not sunny and happy but in the end all this made me the person I am today. The person my fiancé fell in love with. Just later a sentence came to my mind which would have fitted: let him who is without sin cast the first stone. And I don’t even think that I have sins – I just lived, I never hurted anyone on purpose or lied about important things, I haven’t killed or stolen my neighbors husband, and so on, I just lived my life for the last thirty-five years and tried to be a good person along the way.
This is not worth talking about because we drove off and my fiancé was as angry as me.
Soon afterwards we found a small mosque nearby where people were almost enthusiastic to find the imam for us. Two old men were almost running stairs up and down to locate him for us.
A bit worried from the first experience I was waiting and then he asked us to come into his rooms.
A white haired old man with, which gave me a good feeling, a kind and calm expression on his face. The two others joined us as during an Islamic wedding you need two witnesses. It turned out to be good as the imam was only talking arabic and Turkish, so the witnesses were also my translators.
The imam was explaining what he will do, what’s the sense of agreeing on a wedding, that in their tradition a sum for the wife has to be written down and agreed on in case of the husband leaving the wife. What for sure is not a bad thing but what we – inshallah – will never need. He was so kind and asked me upfront if it would be OK for me to cover my hair for the celebration. I had a zebra scarf around my neck, maybe not the kind of cover he thought, and did it as even if I’m without a religion I have a deep respect before religious persons. Not only for the imam, also for priests, rabbis, whatever there is on the world, as long as they treat me with respect I respect them too. And he was respectful and even kind of funny as the wife has to agree three times that she’s willing to take the man as her husband and he told me that I have to say “OK” three times. He said OK, OK, OK and I repeated it.
The first time I have ever heard that as an agreement for a wedding, I know the “Yes, I do” but OK was not on my mind before. He said the prayer together with my newlywed husband and the witnesses and afterwards the three old men were congratulating us and wishing us all the best and a happy future together. The witness gave us our wedding documents and they led us out of the mosque. There we were, newlyweds, on a snowy Sunday afternoon in the middle of Munich and what should I say, I’m so happy that we did it.
It’s kind of weird as I never thought that it will change something for me but it is like the engagement day, when you don’t expect anything you will discover in the end, that these steps are changing your life. I’m called wife now from my husband and even if the legal wedding is more important for me as I will take on his last name on that day I feel like his wife already and am talking about my husband. And it has shown me another thing in life, be open-minded, don’t cut precious moments like this out of your life because you are pre-occupied. You never know how it would be unless you do it.
Keep the faith, it hasn’t to be religious but it could, just the way you feel comfortable with is the right one.

And I had a “wedding” piece of cake afterwards 😉

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10 Replies to “My Islamic wedding”

  1. You have to know, i’m so happy i found your blog. I’ve fallen in love with a muslim man too. He’s amazing and everything i’ve ever hoped for. I’m not religious and he neither his parents pushing me in the direction to become religious. It’s such a beautiful religion, the islam. So many people get influence from the media etc. But a true muslim is a peacefull person, who respect and accept every other religion and every other person. ( to bad, the wrong ones poison it for the good ones ) His dad en he want us to get married for the imam also. We’ve desited that we planning this in june 2014. My parents are one of the people who are litle bit scared of the unknown. So we thought would be better if we wait a litle bit longer, so they can get used to the idea. Most of all i can’t wait to marry the love of my life and become one with is loving and warm family. I think the not religous woman of a muslim man will alwayd have to live with the fact that we have to explain our lives and why we choose this. I think as a couple you will only grow stronger. It’s nazar how people act and look. But what matters most is that you love eachother. I think you guys are already married now for the law?!

    If yes.. can you please tell me what it was like.

    Lots of great wishes, Amy

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    1. Great that you love it 🙂
      It’s always good to see that there are others with similar stories. Love knows no borders!
      Yes, we are actually married legally since August this year and I love to carry his last name now as well. There are blog posts about the wedding itself.
      Where are you from?

      I’m happy for you that you also found your one and greetings back.

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      1. Yeah i found the blogs about the wedding. Gonna spend my afthernoon reading them. I totally love to read about woman who are in a similar position. Can learn a lot with reading your stories. And always nice to talk back and forth about experience and same problems we are facing.

        I’m from holland. He’s born here also, but his parents are born there. It’s a place called emirdag, near by Ankara. Maybe your husband knows it.

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  2. You have to know, i’m so happy i found your blog. I’ve fallen in love with a muslim man too. He’s amazing and everything i’ve ever hoped for. I’m not religious and he neither his parents pushing me in the direction to become religious. It’s such a beautiful religion, the islam. So many people get influence from the media etc. But a true muslim is a peacefull person, who respect and accept every other religion and every other person. ( to bad, the wrong ones poison it for the good ones ) His dad en he want us to get married for the imam also. We’ve desited that we planning this in june 2014. My parents are one of the people who are litle bit scared of the unknown. So we thought would be better if we wait a litle bit longer, so they can get used to the idea. Most of all i can’t wait to marry the love of my life and become one with is loving and warm family. I think the not religous woman of a muslim man will alwayd have to live with the fact that we have to explain our lives and why we choose this. I think as a couple you will only grow stronger. It’s nazar how people act and look. But what matters most is that you love eachother. I think you guys are already married now for the law?!

    If yes.. can you please tell me what it was like.

    Lots of great wishes,
    Greats Amy

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  3. While reading all your other blogs, i realized your husband isn’t Turkisch but Lybian, sorry by bad. But also a lot similar things in every story you tell. I’m fascinated by every word i read and recognize a lot of myself.

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